I Feel Like I Care About My Friends More Than They Care About Me.

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I often have a feeling that I care about my friends more than they care about me. If I call someone my friend it means that I really value this person and always ready to help them, support them or do something for them. But it seems like for a lot of people a friend is just someone to hang out with when everything is fine. Same goes for “internet friends” they write to you and you chat…then one day they just disappear. Or they complaint to you about their life and talk about themselves for ages but then you need some advice or have a bad mood and want to whine 🙂 they are not so eager to talk to you anymore.

Obviously this isn’t true for all people but sadly most are like this. Personally i don’t have any friends about who I can be 100% certain and who i can totally trust. I have some good friends but they are never willing to invest as much time and effort into out relationships as I do.

Maybe I just expect to much from friendship.

still lazy

Hi I’m going to tell random things on my blog because I have not posted for a while haha my life is so dull omg 😂

Well I still can’t speak English fluently since I’m too lazy to practice. Oh God why I m so lazy 😞 I wish I was not that lazy and procrastinating everything. I am still stupid and this post might full of grammatical errors 😂 oh well this is all I can do Lol.

Well since I need to dedicate more time to learn English I have to stick to my goal and speaking part is the hardest yet the part that makes me lazy 😑 oh this is not good. 

Anyway today is day off for mem in fact I have full week without school so hooray for me 😊 plus with much of free time in my hands I still don’t use that time to practice English 😭😰 

Enough for today I’m going to bed . my timezone is different because I live in different country so when it’s 9.53 am in new York then it’s 9.53 pm in my place 😄

see ya

The truth we don’t know about part 2

  1. Someone laughing after they are finished crying is the human equivalent of a rainbow. 
  2. 4 hours of sleep is not a lot, but a 4 hour nap sure is. 
  3. If you replace the W in When, Where, and What with a T, you answer the question. 
  4. Procrastinating is just enjoying all the side quests in life whilst you delay the main quest story mission
  5. It’s terrifying when a cleaning product says it kills 99.99% of bacteria. That means the only thing left to breed is the .01% super germs.
  6. The news is basically just someone saying good evening and then giving you a list of reasons it’s not.
  7. Saddest part about being a cactus; is that they stand around all day with their arms stretched out, waiting for a hug that will never come.
  8. 13 year olds are competing in the Olympics and I still look at my Mum when the Doctor asks what’s wrong.
  9. I’ve had entirely made up conversations in my head and subsequently been put into a bad mood after losing the argument.
  10. When you’re smiling to the camera, you’re really smiling to someone in the future.
  11. If you break a pencil, you now have two pencils. If you break a pen, you have zero pens.
  12. I’m sure we’ve all done something that could have gone viral, just that it wasn’t being filmed at the time.
  13. As a kid, I thought other peoples houses smelled weird and that mine was the only one that didn’t.
  14. When my friend talks bad about my other friends with me it made me realize that when I’m not around, I’m probably talked bad about.
  15. When did everyone forget the lesson that it isn’t okay to do something wrong, just because someone else did it.
  16. Closing your eyes after turning off your alarm is a very dangerous game.
  17. Vehicles are our only possessions that we just abandon in public and expect to still be there when we return
  18. Because I get smarter with age, all my memories are of a dumber version of myself.
  19. Both “k’s” in the word “knock” are useless.
  20. What if our use of emojis gradually becomes so extensive that we actually circle back to writing in hieroglyphics. (Pyramid symbols)
  21. An onion forces you to cry over its dead body.
  22. You wake up when you die in a dream because you don’t know what happens next.
  23. I wonder what it would feel like to think without a language to organize my thoughts.
  24. What if our whole life is just a movie in a theater and we were being watched by other beings?
  25. Why aren’t iPhone chargers called apple juice?🍎
  26. You almost never realize how close you are to falling asleep until something wakes you up.
  27. Dancing is weird. We shake our bodies in weird ways when we like how something sounds. 
  28. If a bicycle is called a bike. And a tricycle a trike. Shouldn’t a motorcycle be called a mike? 
  29. The hospital I was born in is the only building I’ve left but never entered.
  30. I wonder how differently I’d live my life if I saw a real-time Pie Chart of how I have spent it thus far. 

the truth we don’t know about

Hi I am back again on my blog and I will post some interesting stuff about this world. I found these stuff from internet and they are so funny but they’re true. These facts about random things might blow your mind so enjoy😂

  1. You may have accidentally set a random, bizarre world record but didn’t realize it.
  2. There could be someone stopping time at any moment and we’d have no idea it happened.
  3. I wonder how awkward it is after a ghost kills someone in horror films and the victim turns into a ghost. 😐
  4. The internet uses many terms relating to water. I can surf the web, stream a video, or wait until my computer freezes.
  5. Whenever I type ‘etc…’ It usually means I’m completely out of examples.
  6. When I’m with people I want to be alone and when I’m alone I want to be with people.
  7. Falling asleep is the best example of “fake it till you make it”.
  8. Saying “what do you want” sounds rude while saying “what do you need” sounds fine, even though “need” is more of a demanding word.
  9. Staying up later at night is basically setting the next day to a higher difficulty.
  10. Smart kids with messy handwriting is essentially an anti-cheat device.
  11. Growing up, everyone tells you to chase your dreams. Once you become an adult everyone tells you to be realistic.
  12. If two people blink at exactly the same time without the other noticing, a staring contest could last forever.
  13. It’s amazing how much authority a parking cone has.
  14. Cartoons made me think dog catchers were super common, but now I’m pretty sure they don’t even exist.
  15. Becoming an adult is watching Home Alone and wondering how the parents afforded the house.
  16. When an app asks me to rate it whilst I’m using it – I always select “ask me later” over “never” because I don’t want the app to hate me.
  17. If the u in misusing is removed it goes missing.
  18. I wonder how many times I’ve seen the same strangers before and haven’t noticed?
  19. Ctrl+Alt+Del is telling your computer “I want to speak to a manager”
  20. Don’t you think it’s crazy how that little voice in your head can perfectly imitate the voices of your friends and family.
  21. Mr. Krabs daughter is pearl, so her mom would be “a mother of pearl ” aka clam. The krusty krab sign is a clam.
  22. Doors must seem like magic to pets, they’re solid walls until a human touches it.
  23. If one person says a word wrong, it’s a mispronunciation. If enough people do it, it’s an accent.
  24. “?!” makes a sound in my head, but I can’t describe what it is…
  25. The inventor of the calculator is one of the few people in life that actually made something that counts.

    Those list are very funny yet so true xD